Monday, July 22, 2013





I CAN get satisfaction! We're at our happiest aged 23 and 69... but mid-50s is the worst time for regrets

  • Study happiness results for 23,161 individuals aged between 17 and 85
  • They revealed that satisfaction is highest at the ages of 23 and 69
  • But it dips during the mid-fifties and drops further still after 75

If you’re middle-aged and miserable, don’t despair: Give it a decade or two and you’ll be feeling like a carefree young person again.

Researchers have revealed that life satisfaction peaks at 23 and 69. People in their early twenties overestimate their future life satisfaction by an average of around 10 per cent, before the disappointments of life kick in.

They face decades of declining expectation before hitting their lowest point in their mid-fifties, when regrets over unrealised dreams are at their greatest.

Mick Jagger is at the golden age of 69 - which new research suggests is when we feel most content - but not for much longer. He turns 70 this week

Mick Jagger is at the golden age of 69 - which new research suggests is when we feel most content - but not for much longer. He turns 70 this week

Satisfaction levels finally start to rise again after 55 and peak once more at 69, according to a study by the Centre for Economic Performance at the London School of Economics.

Those aged 68 underestimate their future happiness by 4.5 per cent, meaning they no longer face disappointment, the researchers found.


The findings suggest that actresses Emma Watson and Kristen Stewart, both 23, should relish this year.

If the research is borne out they will be optimistic but are likely to face disappointment in the next four decades.

Actress Emma Watson is 23 - an age when we are hopeful about the future. But research says expectations and satisfaction soon drops in the middle ages

Actress Emma Watson is 23 - an age when we are hopeful about the future. But research says expectations and satisfaction soon drops in the middle ages

Previous studies have found that human contentment follows a U-shaped pattern, with those in their early twenties and the retired ranking highest.

The pattern has been observed in more than 50 nations and  across class and financial divides.

And a study by the National Academy of Sciences in the US found evidence that even great apes can suffer a mid-life crisis.

The CEP paper, to be published this week, is the first to examine how our expectations compare to reality at different life stages.

Researcher Hannes Schwandt, 30, analysed happiness levels for 23,161 Germans aged 17 to 85.

Dr Schwandt, who is based at Princeton University in the US but is a visiting researcher at the London centre, said: ‘One theory is that the U-shape is driven by unmet aspirations which are painfully felt in midlife but beneficially abandoned later in life.

‘People in their fifties could learn from the elderly, who generally feel less regret. They should try not to be frustrated by their unmet expectations because they are probably not feeling much worse than their peers.’

Mid-life marital bliss: Jennifer De Gray Birch and husband James

Mid-life marital bliss: Jennifer De Gray Birch and husband James

Jennifer De Gray Birch looked every inch the glamorous bride. If a teenage girl had imagined a fantasy wedding, it might well have been Jennifer’s. She wore a floor-length strapless designer gown in pale grey silk dotted with crystal clusters, and carried a bouquet of pink peonies and roses.

Her groom — dark, handsome and clearly a man in love —  stood adoringly at her side, and the vintage car which ferried  the newlyweds to their intimate wedding breakfast was festooned with flowers.

But perhaps best of all, Jennifer’s father was there to proudly walk her up the aisle. Beaming from ear to ear, he could not hide his delight. After decades of wondering if this day would ever come — his daughter was finally getting married . . . at 40.

Now, 40 might sound a little mature to be dressing up as a blushing bride but it’s not that unusual these days.

According to a recent survey from the Office For National Statistics, the age at which British women marry for the first time has been steadily climbing. In fact, the number getting married for the first time in their  late 30s and 40s has almost doubled in the past decade.

And, despite their age, many are opting for the big white wedding they dreamed of as a little girl.

Jennifer, a 42-year-old babywear designer who lives in Billericay, Essex, with husband James, 30, and their 18-month-old son Sebastien, says she always hoped she’d get married and have a family one day — but admits it was never her intention to tie the knot quite so late in life.

‘My parents have been together for almost 50 years now — they married in their 20s — and they’re a great example of a happily married couple. They still hold hands when they’re out and about. I always hoped I could find that kind of lifelong, loving relationship for myself, too, but it took a while to find.’

Jennifer did come close to settling down a couple of times before she met James, an engineer, but as serious as those other relationships were, none of them resulted in marriage.

‘I didn’t really have a meaningful, long-term relationship until I was almost 30,’ she says. ‘Before that I was much too busy enjoying myself. Although many school friends got married and started having children in their early 20s, I just didn’t feel the urge to do the same.’

Relationship coach Jo Dale, founder of the Dear Mrs Herbert website, which specialises in helping ‘smart, professional women get confident and find love’, says Jennifer’s romantic history is typical of many women who ‘wake up’ in their mid-30s only to realise they’ve forgotten to nurture their personal life. Jo says: ‘These women don’t deliberately put marriage and children on the back-burner when they start their working lives, it just happens. An exciting career can be all-absorbing and the years just fly by.’

When Jennifer was 29, she embarked on a serious relationship with a man she met through work. ‘But he turned out to be quite possessive.’ she says. ‘He asked me to marry him after we’d been seeing each other for a couple of years — but there was no way I could say yes, as I just knew we weren’t right for each other. His proposal was the catalyst for me to end the relationship.’

But as she sailed through her 30s, Jennifer says the pressure to marry and have children became greater. ‘Friends I’d been living the single life with suddenly started settling down and having babies, and that made me think much harder about marriage.

Blushing bride: Ali Knight with her spouse Stephen

Blushing bride: Ali Knight with her spouse Stephen

‘I remember going to visit one of my oldest friends just after she’d had her daughter and noticing how similar her daughter looked to my friend as a child. It was a poignant moment. Time was moving on and I realised I really wanted to be part of the natural cycle of things, too.’

But even when Jennifer became involved in a steady, live-in relationship at 33 with an old acquaintance, she says something still stopped her making that ultimate commitment.

‘We’d been together for a couple of years, when he handed me a glass of champagne in a restaurant, with an amazing diamond-and-platinum engagement ring in the bottom of it.

‘There’s no doubt he was a  lovely person — a real catch — but I knew deep down he wasn’t “the one” for me. I started crying as he put the ring on my finger, which unfortunately the other diners took to be tears of joy. While they were applauding, I was actually sobbing my heart out. It was dreadful.’

As any single woman knows, decent, kind, solvent men don’t come round very often. So could it be that Jennifer struggled to settle down because she was just being a bit too picky for her own good?

Psychologist Mairead Molloy, who specialises in relationship issues, says another reason many women stay single for longer these days is that they often have unrealistic expectations about relationships.

‘We’ve become a society of perfectionists. In the past we were happy to fall in love, get married and then do our best with that relationship, for better or for worse.

‘These days, women will complain that they can’t meet anyone — then tell me in the next breath that a man has to be the right height, have the right hair colour, the right job, the right car, almost the right DNA before he can even be considered for a date.’

Jennifer disagrees: ‘I don’t think I was being unreasonably picky. Although I knew I really wanted children, and I was heading for 40, I was always determined I wouldn’t marry someone just to have a family.

‘I wanted to meet my soulmate and I was prepared to hold out for that.

‘I’ve always kept myself fit and healthy, so I hoped my fertility would hold out, too. My parents’ example has meant I’ve seen first-hand what a good marriage looks like, and that’s what I’ve always wanted for myself.’

When Jennifer eventually met  James through mutual friends, just before her 40th birthday, things moved very quickly.

‘I flew out to Ibiza to celebrate my birthday with some girlfriends in September 2009 and James flew out to join us for a few days,’ she recalls. ‘We fell in love on that trip.

‘I remember him saying that if we still felt the same way about each other in three months’ time we should get married — and that’s what happened. He proposed in the December and I said yes immediately.

'Not that long ago, a woman risked being labelled a spinster if she was still single at 30'

‘Although I had a few reservations about the age gap at first, they soon disappeared. I just found I wanted to be with him all the time.

‘I came off the Pill straight away as I thought it could be a year or two before I’d get pregnant — but to our surprise I fell pregnant immediately. We were both thrilled.

‘Our wedding was quickly organised for the end of May 2010 because we wanted to be married when Sebastien was born.

‘Two years on, I can honestly say I’ve finally found my soulmate.’

Jennifer chose to be married before her son was born, but it’s not unusual for women to have a family without tying the knot these days. That lack of pressure to get married, Jo Dale says, also contributes to women leaving marriage until later.

‘Not that long ago, a woman risked being labelled a spinster — pitied, even— if she was still single at 30. It was a scandal to have a child outside marriage. But, quite rightly, that simply isn’t the case now.’

When 45-year-old novelist Ali Knight finally walked down the aisle last month, she’d already been with her fiance Stephen, 40, for a decade and has three children with him — Joseph, nine, Luke, seven, and three-year-old Isabel.

The children walked her down the aisle of Marylebone Register Office in Central London before a Routemaster double-decker bus took them and their guests back to their favourite West London pub for a five-course Italian lunch for 85 people.

‘Of course, there were lots of comments and ribbing from people about how it was “about time” we got married,’ says Ali. ‘But everyone was thrilled for us. The day couldn’t have been more perfect.’

Fulfilling their special day: Despite their age, many are opting for the big white wedding they dreamed of as a little girl

Fulfilling their special day: Despite their age, many are opting for the big white wedding they dreamed of as a little girl

So what led Ali — previously a self-confessed marriage-sceptic — down the aisle?

‘I got pregnant accidentally when I was 35, just two months after meeting Stephen,’ she confesses.  ‘Once we established we were both keen to go ahead though, things moved at breakneck speed. We moved in together and only ever had the vaguest of discussions about marriage.

‘I’ve always been fiercely independent, so the idea of getting married made me panic — Stephen just shrugged. Like many co-habiting couples today, we just told everyone it was something we’d do “later”.’

Two more children followed and the couple found the time and money needed to organise a wedding were in short supply.

‘But a turning point came when Luke was in hospital with suspected meningitis,’ says Ali. ‘The nurses couldn’t find me to comfort him because our surnames were different. I realised I was fed up with having a different surname to the rest of her family and not knowing how to introduce Stephen in public. I wanted to call him my husband. I guess I’ve grown up’

Relationship psychologist Mairead Molloy says the creeping realisation that we’re not getting any younger can help to push dyed-in-the-wool singletons to settle down. She also believes the current economic  troubles are also a catalyst for the marriage boom among mid-lifers.

‘The recession has left everyone feeling a little insecure,’ she says. ‘It’s quite natural to hanker after the comfort and security that marriage can bring. When times get tough, there’s always a return to traditional values.’

Financial security was certainly one of the reasons Clare Baker, 48, and her husband Stuart, 42, decided to marry four years ago.

‘I was exceptionally shy as a child, so boys didn’t really appear on my radar until I started working in  the local bank when I was 17,’  Clare says. ‘Even then, I had no confidence with the opposite sex, I’d just cling on to the wall and get tongue-tied. No one ever asked me out in my teens and 20s.’

Overweight and painfully shy, Clare remained dateless until her best friend got married in her mid-30s.

‘That was a huge turning point for me. I remember struggling to find an outfit to wear to her wedding.

‘It was awful — I felt fat and miserable. I realised then that I really regretted not making more of an effort to settle  down and have a family myself earlier in my life.’

So Clare joined a slimming club, lost 3st and moved out of her parents’ home aged 39. ‘I suddenly became a much more independent and outgoing person,’ she says. ‘I started to enjoy life — and enjoy being single. I even went on a few dates, although none of them became serious.’

But a debilitating bout of ME soon after she turned 40 meant the new, independent Clare could work only part-time. She was struggling to pay her bills when she met Stuart in 2003 through an online dating site.

‘Stuart was my knight in shining armour, really,’ says Clare. ‘He helped me pay off my debts, suggested I sold my flat — and we moved in together. As much as it was romantic, it also made financial sense for us to pool our resources.’

Five months after they met, Stuart proposed and the couple married five years later.

‘My life has changed beyond all recognition now,’ says Clare. ‘Stuart’s eight-year old daughter, Scarlett, has come to live with us recently so not only have I become a wife in my 40s, but a mum as well.’

But it seems, despite these women’s happy, new-found marital status, old, independent habits still die hard.

Ali Knight admits she still has her own bank account and Jennifer De Gray Birch still uses her maiden name at work. Clare Baker says she’s found it hard to let go of the final strands of her single self, too.

‘We’ve been married for four years, but it’s taken me a very long time to change all my documentation over to my married name,’ she says.

‘My passport — which is still in my maiden name — feels as if it is the last remaining vestige of the old me. I love being married, but it’s hard to believe that once it expires next year, I really will be Mrs Baker — in every aspect of my life.

Lessons we learned from our first time: Your first sexual encounter shapes your love life forever, experts say. So did the earth move for these ingenues?

Our first sexual experience is not one we forget — and now researchers have revealed that it colours our relationships for ever.

Five writers reveal the impact of that first encounter on the rest of their lives.


I lost my virginity soon after my 18th birthday under a full moon in a rock-pool by the sea’s edge in Acapulco, to a gorgeous Italian diplomat more than twice my age. 

Happy memories: Elisabeth Luard with husband Nicolas Luard on their wedding day 1963

Happy memories: Elisabeth Luard with husband Nicolas Luard on their wedding day 1963

Just to set the record straight, I was willing, he wasn’t married, the water was warm, the rock smooth, the situation precarious and it didn’t take long. 

If the location sounds exotic, exotic was usual, since my stepfather was also a diplomat on the Latin American circuit. There was romance, of course, and presents: an erotically illustrated edition of the poetry of Catullus; delicious food cooked by my lover’s own hand (a fiery puttanesca pasta with cream and chilli); a sip of ice-cold liqueur flavoured with mountain herbs passed from mouth to mouth. 

And he was, later experience taught me, a kind and generous lover who knew how to give pleasure.
Our affair remained clandestine.

My competition was Francoise Dorleac, Catherine Deneuve’s even more beautiful older sister and a movie star so far out of my league that jealousy wasn’t an issue. 

This taught me, somewhat illogically, that I was desirable whatever the opposition — a conviction that did much to sustain me throughout my husband Nicholas’s infidelities in 40 years of a somewhat bumpy marriage. 

Of course, I was hurt when it ended with my first lover. But since there were no witnesses, there was no need to hide my head — and there’s the saving grace. 

I count myself lucky. A good first time is a secret you carry for the rest of your life. 


I was 19, he was 38, or so he said. We met when I took a summer job as editorial assistant on the boating magazine he published. 

Broad-shouldered, macho, blue-eyed and bald, Bill swept me off my feet with his winning Irish charm and invited me to a glittering party where the singer Sandie Shaw was holding court.

Passionate kisses, and the gift of a crimson satin negligee with matching marabou slippers, combined to convince me I had found my Prince Charming. 

Romance aside, sex was clearly on the cards, and Bill seemed the ideal candidate to 'take' my virginity. The setting for my first sexual tryst was, however, decidedly unglamorous: The Tourist Hotel, Bournemouth.

But I was so consumed by lust for Bill that I didn’t care. 

Once in bed, however, it transpired he was far from stud-like, and needed a fair amount of help from me to finish what we had started.

Nonetheless, the earth did move for me that night in Bournemouth, and our relationship went on for two more years. Then I moved on to other lovers, all of whom eclipsed Bill in bed. 

But I still think of him with warmth and tenderness because he — and my first sexual experience — taught me tolerance in the face of a man’s sexual fragility. Moreover, I still retain a deep and abiding weakness for bald men with blue eyes and Irish accents.

Not as imagined: Although Liz tried to lose her virginity aged 19, she was 32 when she finally managed to complete the deed

Not as imagined: Although Liz tried to lose her virginity aged 19, she was 32 when she finally managed to complete the deed


The first time I tried to lose my virginity, I was 19 and on a skiing holiday in Montgenevre in the French Alps. 

I had met a French kitchen-hand named Albert at a disco. He had come back to the shared basement room of my chalet and I had undressed. 

This is it, I thought. This is what the bulk buying of Blu-Tack to secure David Cassidy and Marc Bolan to my walls has all been leading up to! 

There was no foreplay, no conversation, no Gallic words murmured in my ear, just a clumsy thrusting that met — an impenetrable force.

I must have the anatomy of Sindy, I remember thinking. I can’t even do the one thing millions of women do. And I want this!

After a few minutes, he gave up and pulled on his trousers. He never spoke to me again, and I waited — terrified, mortified — until I was 32 before I tried to have sex again.

This time, it was in a squalid flat in South London with a black squaddie in a bed with nylon sheets and an open packet of biscuits left by the pillow. 

There was no romance, no wooing, no pleasure. I found that first joust of sex boring, interminable, vaguely violent and abrasive, as if I was being given the crumbs. It pleased him but not me. 

These episodes certainly coloured my attitude: sex was not for me. It was just another thing to be ticked off my 'to do' list. 

It never occurred to me that it was they who were inept. I only blamed myself.


In the early 1970s, my friends and I were beginning to think we were losers for still being virgins after our 18th birthdays.

For at least a year before (I was 19 when I finally managed 'it'), we spoke of boys ceaselessly, and the subtext of our desire for a full‑on physical encounter was always there. 

At that time, parents tended to be a heavy presence in our lives. I was living with mine at the British Embassy in Paris (my father worked there) and was very attracted to a 22-year-old French boy, Eric, whom I met at university. 

I’d go to his parents’ flat to study with him in the afternoons. We’d been dating for about three months when we attempted to make love, in my case for the first time.

Unfortunately his mother seemed to have a sixth sense, so whenever the action started between Eric and me, she’d knock on the door of his room and ask us whether we were all right. 

I’d leap to my feet, blushing with guilt and embarrassment. 

Eric’s mother finally gave us enough peace to consummate our relationship one afternoon. That evening, my father summoned me to his study in the embassy and asked me if I was still a virgin. 

For the only time I can remember, I told him an outright lie.

The clarity with which I remember my time with Eric demonstrates how formative it was. I’m so happy that I was in a loving relationship: it gave me greater expectations of intimacy, and a desire to be valued and cherished from that point on.

I would thoroughly recommend a young woman seek out a well-mannered French boy as a first proper boyfriend.

Loving: Emma Soames lost her virginity to an adored French boyfriend at the age of 19

Loving: Emma Soames lost her virginity to an adored French boyfriend at the age of 19

 . . . and the man’s view from DOMINIC UTTON

When I think of losing my virginity, I think of the Pulp song: ‘Do you remember the first time? I can’t remember a worse time.’

My first time wasn’t about fireworks and cork-popping supernovas. It was no dazzling ascent into sexual nirvana. It was, to be blunt, a bit of a shambles. 

It happened shortly after my 18th birthday, in my first week at university (oh, the cliche!). 

She was called Liz. She was tall, willowy, very posh and very drunk. I was a good deal less posh and a great deal more drunk.

We had met a few nights before, shared a couple of snogs and, on this occasion, ended up back in my room with the dregs of a bottle of Jack Daniels.

She confessed she was a virgin; I confessed I was, too. We looked into each other’s eyes and I led her to the bed.

There followed ten minutes of inept fumbling, breathless instructions ('Not there! No! Not there either!'), repeated questions ('Are you OK?' 'Yes, are you OK?') and, eventually, uncontrollable laughter.

Has it affected my sexual experiences since? Well, I can’t go near Jack Daniels any more . 

The infidelity epidemic: Never have marriage vows been under so much strain. Relationship expert Kate Figes spent 3 years finding out why adultery is now so worryingly common

Strain: Marriage vows have never been under as much strain as they are now with many men and women in relationships admitting being in an affair

Strain: Marriage vows have never been under as much strain as they are now with many men and women in relationships admitting being in an affair

Where’s your mobile phone? On the kichen table? Still in the pocket of the jacket you just took off to mow the lawn? And what about your computer — did you remember to log off after paying that bill?

Perhaps you’re thinking: I’m at home — there’s nothing to worry about. But how would you feel if, at this very moment, your loving husband or wife was trawling through your private texts and messages?

Astonishingly, 44 per cent of spouses do this, according to a major research study, conducted by the Internet Research Institute at Oxford University.

Not only that, but there’s a 65 per cent chance that if a husband’s messages are being read by his wife, he’s also reading hers. However you interpret these figures — and there may be some innocent explanations — there are clearly an awful lot of husbands and wives who are prepared to spy on each other. And what they hope — and dread — to find, of course, is evidence of an affair.

Sexual fidelity is one of the most important symbols of commitment in a relationship. Yet it is increasingly under attack from new pressures, and few of us understand why people have affairs or how best to recover from them.

As a writer on relationships and family life for 20 years, I felt it was time to put attitudes to infidelity under the microscope if we want to strengthen our love lives and families.

For the past three years I have examined all of the research, interviewed hundreds of experts such as marital therapists, divorce lawyers and people working in ‘the infidelity business’ and talked to 45 men and women who have lived through the experience of an affair themselves.

The results were often surprising.


Although precise figures remain elusive, surveys in the UK and the U.S. suggest that between 25 and 70 per cent of women — and 40 and 80 per cent of men — have engaged in at least one extramarital sexual encounter.

Therapists told me that approximately three-quarters of men and one-quarter of the women they see individually in their consulting rooms are going through marital difficulties in part because of an affair.
Indeed, infidelity appears to be so common in Britain today that it’s now more likely than not to occur at some point in a long relationship.

Yet all too often, it leaves a tsunami of desperation in its wake. It’s more likely to lead to divorce than any other problem — such as aggressive, controlling behaviour or drug and alcohol abuse. And the final parting is likely to be more acrimonious, even vengeful.

Pressure: One possible reason behind people engaging in affairs is that we¿ve come to expect far more of marriage

Pressure: One possible reason behind people engaging in affairs is that we've come to expect far more of marriage

It’s not even as if most adulterers end up with their exciting new lovers — in fact, quite the reverse. Studies have shown that roughly 90 per cent do not marry their lover. Of the remaining 10 per cent who do marry them, 70 per cent will eventually separate.

So why do so many people risk everything for the sake of a fleeting affair?

One major problem is that, over the past few decades, we’ve come to expect far more of marriage. Our husbands and wives now need to be not only our best friends, intellectual equals and co-parents but also sexual athletes who are constantly thinking of new ways to delight us.

However, if we expect to get everything we need from one person for a ‘happy marriage’, we are more likely to feel that our partner is failing us when we’re not getting what we want.

A man whose partner puts on weight after the birth of their children and loses much of her ‘go’ and vigour for life may feel justified in satisfying his needs elsewhere.

A woman whose husband works extremely long hours to provide for his family may feel entitled to seek emotional solace from someone else.

Yet each betrayal also kicks their partner squarely in the gut for not being everything to them all of the time.

Jean had two short affairs when her husband ran into severe financial trouble with his business. The problem was, she says, that he refused to discuss any of his problems and cut himself off for days on end.

‘I found it very difficult,’ she says. ‘When I told him we should be sharing this, he said he had to sort it alone and that he didn’t want to worry me. I just worried more and I felt he wasn’t noticing me.


'I remember saying at one point: “I could move out and it would be a week before you’d realise.”

‘I kept telling him that I had to feel a part of this marriage and not just the person who gets up at the crack of dawn to get the kids off to school, does a day’s work, all the shopping and cleaning, and is then expected to be gagging for it when we go to bed.’

Looking back, she says her husband was actually a better lover than either of the men she was briefly involved with — ‘But at least they were totally focused on me when we were together.’

Her husband suspected she was being unfaithful, though she denied this. ‘He broke down in tears once and begged me not to leave, which meant I could tell him that I had to feel a part of this marriage.

‘Did I use the affairs as a weapon? Maybe. I shouldn’t have done it but I had tried to speak to my husband and this felt like the line of last resort.’

The trouble with the soul-mate notion of romantic love is that when a relationship begins to go wrong, we decide we must have chosen the wrong person. It wasn’t True Love. After all, with the right person, surely all of our dreams would have come true.

Romantic love also allows people to make excuses for their moral choices, avoiding responsibility for their actions: ‘I fell madly in love with him/her,’ they say. ‘I couldn’t help myself.’

At the same time, they tell their wives or husbands: ‘I’m not in love with you any more’ — which is rarely true, for the emotions associated with a committed relationship are seldom this cut and dried.

Nor does it help that we live in an ‘I want, therefore I can have’ culture where we are greedier, fatter and consume more than ever before. Just as we seem to need dozens of handbags and shoes, even several houses, to feel whole, so do we increasingly regard ‘good sex’ as a commodity.

At the start of a marriage or relationship, the early frenzy of extreme sexual passion has a drug-like, intoxicating quality that makes couples feel cut off from reality. Such excitement, however, cannot last because it is based on an idealised illusion rather than on the flawed and ordinary human being we love.

The first passionate throes of eroticism cannot help but change into a very different kind of sex within a long, loving relationship, and many find this equally or even more nourishing. But there are likely to be periods — perhaps after the birth of a child, or with illness — when desire wanes.

This is natural, yet rising numbers of men and women are going to their doctors, complaining of lack of sexual desire.

According to some studies, we are growing less satisfied with our sex lives. In one survey, for instance, couples who were interviewed over the space of ten years admitted they were less happy as time went on.

This wasn’t because their sex lives had deteriorated; it was because their expectation of sex had risen.

Sexual boredom is now considered unacceptable — the sign of a failing relationship. To be truly happy, the unspoken message goes, we should all be enjoying  the kind of sex we see in porn or in films. Not just occasionally but around three times a week.

This sense of sexual entitlement is new. In 1949, the Mass Observation survey found that only one-third of people believed that sex was crucial to a relationship. Most people never saw each other naked, and pornography still had to be hidden in brown paper bags.

Today, of course, pornography is increasingly seen as just another form of entertainment, to be consumed without consequences. Accessible on every iPad and smartphone, and viewed by 66 per cent of men aged 18-34, it cranks up expectations of ‘great sex’, at the same time narrowing our understanding of erotic desire.

Pornography works by detaching sexual acts from loving relationship and real people. It’s utterly unlike real sex, with its tenderness and capacity for joy that comes from giving pleasure to someone you love.

Laura only discovered that her husband Tim had an addiction to porn — films and a stream of premium-rate calls — after they’d separated. This came as a complete surprise.

‘I knew our sex life wasn’t ideal, but if anything my libido was higher than his,’ says Laura, who has two small children. ‘You’d think watching porn would make him a more adventurous lover but actually it did the exact opposite’.

She assumes now that he must have put his new-found knowledge to use with his secret lover.
It was only after Tim admitted he was having an affair that he told Laura he’d never been satisfied with their marital sex life. If he came back to her, he told her, she’d have to agree to perform a particular sexual practice that features in some porn films.

‘I had no idea what it was!’ says Laura. ‘I had to ask a friend, who said she didn’t think that was healthy in a normal, loving relationship.’

Predictably, those who complain about porn are labelled strait-laced prudes, hell-bent on ruining other people’s fun. But there’s substantial evidence that watching it tends to make us not only feel inadequate about our own bodies but also less happy with the real-life bodies of our partners.

In one study, men and women exposed to non-violent porn in hourly sessions over six weeks ended up being less satisfied with their partners’ appearance and sexual performance. In addition, both sexes who’d watched porn subsequently placed increased importance on sex without emotional ties.

What happens when we watch the sex acted out by porn stars, complete with fake orgasms, is that it invades our sexual fantasies. Meanwhile, thousands of self-help books, magazines and websites emphasise performance, techniques, novelty and spontaneity as the key to great sex, and offer instant solutions to problems we never knew we had.

Consequently, many of us have come to believe that as soon as the sex stops being good in a marriage, it’s perfectly legitimate to seek it elsewhere — or at least understandable.

This is not just a classic problem of middle age. Research carried out between 1991 to 2006 on 19,000 people found a rise in the number of both under 35s and over 60s having extramarital liaisons.

That’s partly because the older generation discovered sex with great abandon in the Sixties, and is therefore more likely not to want to give it up. And it’s true, too, that they enjoy better physical health than sixty-somethings in previous generations.

Viagra also prolongs the time during which a man can be unfaithful, while Botox, HRT and cosmetic surgery help to prolong a woman’s confidence in her sex appeal.

Whatever their age, an affair offers the ultimate halcyon, drug-like escape from the realities of daily life. Every emotion, including guilt, unhappiness and fear of loss, is pushed to the point where those involved feel truly alive.

There’s the emotional roller-coaster of seduction and conquest, the thrilling snatched moments in unlikely places, the scary ride of secrets and cloak-and-dagger deceptions to cover give-away signs. 
‘It’s the buzz of the pulling,’ says Oliver, an unhappily married man who has been having an affair for the past six months.

‘She’s cheating, too, and she says that if we were together she wouldn’t cheat on me, but I don’t believe her for a minute. I wasn’t even bothered about the sex at the end of the evening. It was all about the cloak and dagger, the secrecy of intimacy, the chase.’

In our romanticised, sexualised culture, the escapist drama of an affair has become highly attractive. For a few hours, we are living in a romance, in which we are told we are beautiful, desirable and the best lover on God’s earth.

This makes many feel omnipotent. They come to believe that they’ll be able to maintain the duplicity of a double life — though this is rarely the case.

When they do eventually separate from their spouses, many come to regret that decision later. There were, after all, so many other threads that united them as a couple that they wonder, with hindsight, whether they could have worked things out.

Some people try to regain the upper hand by becoming hyper-vigilant, monitoring their partner’s every move with obsessive jealously.

‘The worst aspect of the whole experience was becoming a suspicious person,’ says Isabel, who’d been married for 20 years when she found out her husband was betraying her. ‘I hated the woman I’d become — going through the rubbish, the computer, his mobile phone.

‘I wanted to go through all the bank statements and receipts. I wanted to look at the parking payments stuck to the windscreen of the car to see where he’d been.

‘You become this pilfering, long-nosed person poking in places you shouldn’t, and that’s a dereliction of self. You’re out of control and the only way to regain control is to say you’ll have no truck with this person that you’ve become — and when I did that, things got better.’

The truth is that most of us share a primal urge for an exclusive bond with another person, and we thrive on consistency and continuity. In fact, commitment can be very sexy indeed.

Despite our sexualised culture, most of us still aspire to be monogamous — and we view fidelity as a symbol of our commitment. It requires sacrifice, renunciation and tolerance of disillusionment, all of which are good for us.

Being faithful to your spouse shows that you value their needs above your own by choosing not to hurt them. It means that you place someone else above your own desire for vicarious sexual gratification.

The alternative is to hope that it’s possible to have a perfect romantic and sexual relationship with someone new — and to ignore the reality that ‘honeymoon’ periods never last.

Although 60 per cent said they were 'very happy' when asked to rate their relationship in general, this figure fell by 17 per cent for men and 6 per cent for women when asked to rate the sexual side of their relationship.

When asked what affected their ability to reach orgasm, tiredness was the most common cause with 20 per cent of women and 23 per cent of men. Self-esteem issues ranked second for women followed by 'lack of sexual desire'. For 15 per cent of men, hitting the booze caused a problem in the bedroom as being drunk prevented them from climaxing, while job worries affect 12 per cent of men. One in four of those surveyed stated they felt under pressure to reach orgasm every time they have sex. As a result 27 per cent of men and 69 per cent of women have at some point faked an orgasm.

Under pressure: One in four said they felt they had to reach an orgasm every time they had sex, leading to 69 per cent of women faking it at least once

Under pressure: One in four said they felt they had to reach an orgasm every time they had sex, leading to 69 per cent of women faking it at least once. Joanna Coker, sex expert for, said couples should try not to get so 'hung up' on achieving an orgasm. She said: 'While having an orgasm is a wonderful part of sex, making love can still be enjoyable without the big 'O'.

'Try not to get too hung up on it as this will only make the situation worse. The ability to have an orgasm is affected by many factors as this survey shows, to be at your sexual peak keep healthy, try not to get overtired and avoid too much alcohol.'Ms Coker added that the old adage of 'never going to bed on an argument' is true if you want a fulfilling sex life and couples shouldn't be afraid to talk to one another about issues between the sheets. 'Misunderstandings and conflicts can all affect your sexual life; it is hard to feel carefree and orgasm when you are conflicted or angry with your partner. If you're having difficulties talk about them and try to resolve them, leaving you freer to relax and enjoy your sex life,' she said.

Bondara conducted their research to mark next week's 'National Orgasm Day' and asked respondents worked for them in the bedroom.

Relax: Sex expert Joanna Coker said couples should have more fun and not get hung up on achieving the 'big O'

Relax: Sex expert Joanna Coker said couples should have more fun and not get hung up on achieving the 'big O'

  • More foreplay
  • More oral sex
  • Introducing sex toys
  • Changing positions
  • Being sober
  • Not being too tired

For 47 per cent of women, spending more time on foreplay made a difference as well as more oral sex (38 per cent) and introducing sex toys (35 per cent). For men, more oral sex (54 per cent) was a must, followed by spending more time on foreplay (43 per cent), introducing sex toys (42 per cent) and changing sexual positions (38 per cent). A separate survey by Ann Summers revealed how the sex lives of Brits varies around the country. They found that men from the South East, aged between 25-34, who are in a relationship and have sex several times a week, fake an orgasm more regularly than sexually active, male singletons. Men from the South East (17 per cent) are also most likely to fake it compared to Welsh men (8 per cent) and those who reside in the North East (2 per cent). Meanwhile, women who live in Northern Ireland (6 per cent), Yorkshire (6 per cent) and the North East (5 per cent) are less likely to fake an orgasm than their southern counterparts, as the survey revealed that women from South East (18 per cent) and South West (10 per cent) are the biggest fakers. Their poll of 500 people found that when it comes to having the most orgasms – single men have it the best, with only 14 per cent admitting to faking it compared to 50 per cent of those in a loving relationship. In contrast for women, married life equals more orgasms, as only 12 per cent pretend in bed compared to 28 per cent of singletons.

Depression in women doubles since the 1970s as they 'try to have it all'

Women are twice as likely to suffer from depression compared with 40 years ago because they are trying to juggle families and careers, researchers claim.

As many as one in seven will be affected by the condition at some point in their lives – more than double the number of men who will be.

Scientists say that the strain of trying to cope with having a family and pursuing a career is leaving women with a ‘tremendous burden’.

Great expectations: Women are more likely to be unhappy now as they try to juggle career, family life and managing a home

Great expectations: Women are more likely to be unhappy now as they try to juggle career, family life and managing a home

Researchers who have studied the extent of mental health problems across Europe say rates of depression in women have doubled since the 1970s.

They found that women are most at risk from the age of 16 to 42, when they tend to have children. These age groups have between 10 and 13.4 per cent chance of developing depression – twice as high as men in the same age bracket. Professor Hans-Ulrich Wittchen, who led the study, said: ‘In depression you see this 2.6 times higher rate amongst females.

‘There are clusters in the reproductive years between the ages of 16 to 42.

‘In females you see these incredibly high rates of depressive episodes at the time when they are having babies, where they raise children, where they have to cope with the double responsibilities of having a job and a family.

‘This is what is causing the tremendous burden.

‘It’s the effect on the females who can’t care any more for their family and are trying to be active in their profession, which is one of these major drivers of these higher rates.

‘We have seen compared to the 1970s a doubling of depressive episodes amongst females.

Juggling act: Women who work and have children are more at risk of depression

Juggling act: Women who work and have children are more at risk of depression

‘It happened in the 1980s and 1990s, there are no further increases now.

‘It’s now levelling off, it’s pretty much stabilised but it’s much much higher than the 1970s.'

The German researchers looked at the extent of mental health problems including dementia, eating disorders and even insomnia across the continent using previous studies and surveys.

Their work, which is published in the journal European Neuropsychopharmacology, found that 38 per cent of people are suffering from some form of mental illness. The most common of these are depression, insomnia, phobias and dementia in old age.

Just last month American researchers found that ‘supermums’ – women who try to juggle careers and families – are far more likely to be depressed.

Their study of 1,600 young women  was carried out at the University  of Washington.

It concluded that the women who try to do it all are more likely to feel  like failures.

But other experts said men are just as likely to suffer from depression.

The difference is that men tend not to admit it so they are often never diagnosed, researchers say.

Marjorie Wallace, chief executive of the mental health charity SANE, said: ‘The reason we believe that depression is twice as common amongst women than men is that women are more prepared to talk about it.

‘Men can find it more difficult to describe their feelings of anxiety, depression or loneliness and may  lack the language to express their  inner feelings.’


Not tonight darling - we men have lost our libidos: The surprising reason why women aren't having sex as often

When Juliet Parks, 41, first met her husband George, 49, she described their sex life as 'wonderful'.

She recalls: 'Instead of going out on Saturday nights, we used to stay in, have a bath together, drink Champagne, then make love for hours.

'Afterwards we'd sit in our dressing gowns, talking, laughing and eating from the fridge, before going back to bed again. Sex was an event - something we both loved.' 

Problems: Relationship experts say there are a number of reasons why men are losing their desire for their partners such as the rise in internet pornography

Problems: Relationship experts say there are a number of reasons why men are losing their desire for their partners such as the rise in internet pornography

Ten years on, she says: 'We were having sex about two or three times a year, and it would last about ten minutes. He never even held my hand in the street any more. There was barely any physical contact.

'I tried everything I could to reignite his interest in me sexually. I sent the kids for a weekend to their grandmother's, bought sexy underwear, and even went onto an internet forum to find some new tips for turning men on.

'But nothing worked. He'd just say he was tired, or not well, or some other excuse. I gave up eventually because it was too humiliating and hurtful being rejected all the time.'

As heartfelt as her words are, it seems Juliet's situation is far from unusual. A survey this week revealed that women are not making love nearly as often as they think they should be.

More than a quarter of women over 35 surveyed said they 'never' have sex, while in Scotland that figure rose to 38 per cent.

So, what is at the heart of this phenomenon? It has always been known that women's libido is a complex entity. Are stressful jobs and complicated lives sapping our desire to make love? Do women inevitably lose interest once they've had children?

A recent book, The Sex Starved Wife by Michele Weiner Davis, argues there is another oft-ignored element to the debate, a troubling new trend: the decline of male desire.

Michele's book caused a storm when it was published in the U.S. as it brought into the open the subject of long-term relationships where it's the man who refuses to make love. Such relationships, it would seem, are far more common than anyone had ever realised.

A whole industry of sex advice in books and magazines - not to mention several generations of standup comedians - has led us to believe that men have urges while women have headaches.

But this book reveals that this couldn't be further from the truth.

'As a society, we've perpetuated this myth about the ever-turned-on-male,' says Weiner Davis. 'But all my research suggests that the differences between the genders aren't as great as we've been led to believe.'

A young couple at home in bed back to back

Not interested: A recent study by Relate, the couples' counselling organisation, found that there was a 40 per cent rise in the number of men who had no desire to have sex with their partners

It's a finding that's been duplicated here in the UK. Recent research by Relate, the couples' counselling organisation, reported a 40 per cent rise in the number of men who didn't want to have sex with their partners, compared with ten years ago.

'It's a massive increase,' admits Paula Hall, a counsellor with Relate and the author of Improving Your Relationship For Dummies.

'Some of it can be put down to the fact that we are becoming more willing to admit to problems like this - it used to be considered too shameful even to talk about. But there are lots of other more complicated reasons, too.'

Bringing the subject into the open, she says, is the most important first step to fixing it.

'Wanting a sexual relationship and being rejected by your partner is hurtful and frustrating for anyone,' says Paula.

'But it can be especially devastating for women in this position, precisely because we're all led to believe that men always want sex and women don't.

'I've seen many women in relationships with "low- desire" men who think that they are somehow deeply unattractive or unfeminine, because they're the only woman they've ever known to have this problem. The unhappiness it causes, and it's negative impact on relationships, means it's too important not to talk about.' There are many reasons why men are losing their desire for their partners, including the massive rise in internet pornography, and increased stress and anxiety around work and money.

'Twenty years ago, pornography was something you had to search out and buy,' says Paula Hall.

'Now it's on every home computer, and more and more men are ruining their sex lives as a result, because they can meet their desires without their wife.'

The 'cartoon images' of arousal and satisfaction in porn, she says, 'are also giving a whole generation of men ridiculously unreal expectations about what real sex is like.

They become unable to be aroused without the extreme stimulation of pornographic images, and their idea of what women like in bed is also warped.'

The recession, too, is creating extra stress on men.

'Extreme emotional states, such as stress and anxiety, affect men's libidos very negatively,' Paula Hall says.

'Huge numbers of men have lost their jobs, and many more are worried about losing theirs, or have to work extra hard to make up the work that used to be done by those who are now redundant.

'They go home to their wives with stress hormones coursing through their bodies, and they just can't feel arousal under those circumstances.'

This, in turn, can lead to another vicious cycle: performance anxiety.

'Between 20 and 30 per cent of men may experience problems with their ability to become aroused, or with climaxing too soon,' Hall adds. 'It's not surprising that fear of this happening again leads many men to close down and not to want to try at all.  'Of course, just because a man doesn't want to have sex with his partner doesn't necessarily mean that he doesn't want to have sex with someone else.

A couple in a field

Close: For couples who reignite a stagnant sex life, say experts, there are often surprising side-effects. 'I saw one couple in counselling who embodied this problem. He was in his mid-50s, very good looking, and in good shape. She was 15 years older and had not aged so well. 'They'd been together for 20 years and he'd lost interest in having sex with her. But he wanted to stay married - he said he still loved her, and their lives were very entwined. He just wanted to have sex with someone new.' She has also heard men complain that their wives have gained a lot of weight, that their bodies have changed too much, or that they 'don't make enough effort' to wax their legs or make themselves sexually appealing in other ways.

'This can be devastating for the woman to hear,' says Hall. 'He's supposed to love her, not her flat stomach.

'In a few cases, men really do just want something new and different. But in most it's either a hidden resentment - for example, a man will feel that if his partner has gained weight it's because she can't be bothered to make an effort for him any more - or simply that he has stopped seeing her as a sexual being.' But according to Relate, the most common reason for low desire in men is 'relationship reasons'. Many women don't realise that men's levels of desire are closely linked to other aspects of the relationship - just like theirs are. 'Sex is connected to everything,' says Paula Hall. 'If he's angry or resentful about something - maybe you don't give him enough attention, or he thinks you nag him, or don't appreciate his work, or a hundred other reasons - his desire closes down, or he withholds sex as a way to express his anger.' 

And then it just snowballs. The more he doesn't do it, the more he doesn't want to do it. She, in turn, becomes hurt and resentful, and the relationship gets worse. Fix your relationship, says Hall, and watch the sex improve. 'You may not even know he's angry - he might be withholding sex to express something he can't express in any other way. You will have to be patient, not get into a blaming cycle, and try to resolve whatever the problem is.' For Juliet, this was the route back to a satisfying sex life with George. Driven to the brink of divorce, they agreed to 'one or two sessions' of counselling as a last-ditch attempt to find out why things had gone wrong. 'I thought the counsellor would focus on why George wouldn't make love with me,' says Juliet, 'but instead she got us to describe our relationship when we were having sex; when things were good.' It turned out to be the key. 'George and I got together relatively late - after he'd already been through one unhappy marriage and divorce.

'I used to worship him. I'd send him texts and emails, bought all his favourite foods, listened to him for hours. But after we had the children, five years ago, I just didn't have time for all of that.

'My nurturing instincts went on the children, and I expected George to support me. I didn't know it was making him feel lonely and locked out.'

After talking about it honestly, agreeing to help each other and to prioritise the relationship, the Parks are still happily together.

'Living together as a couple means sharing and closeness, while sexual desire needs mystery and difference'

'Sex isn't what it was in the early days, but 18 months after we admitted we had a real problem, it's good,' says Juliet.

'I feel as if we really connect again, and the important thing is that we talk about everything that we're feeling now, instead of bottling it up.' But for Margaret Brooke, 45, and her partner Ben Hicks, the answer was not so simple. 'Our sex life was hot, fast and furious - until we moved in together,' says Ben, who is also 45.

'Now we do everything together - from the grocery shopping to watching TV to going to the football on Saturdays. Margaret will even sit on the floor and talk to me while I'm in the bath. We're closer than ever - but we're like best friends or brother and sister.' According to therapist Esther Perel, the author of Mating In Captivity, this is at the heart of many sexual problems. Nobody wants to sleep with their sibling, and the very nature of long-term relationships, with their shared domesticity and frazzled family rotas, means that's often, in effect, what we become - whether we realise it or not. Living together as a couple means sharing and closeness, says Perel, while sexual desire needs mystery and difference. Another relationship expert, Helen Fisher, of Rutgers University, believes that waning desire is due to the mellowing effect caused by brain chemicals as our relationships move through three distinct phases. First is lust, when sex is at its most frequent; next comes romantic love, when it levels out but may become deeper and more intimate; and finally attachment, when it's something we fit in during the ten minutes between getting into bed and falling asleep, on weekends and holidays only. 'This is certainly true to some extent for many couples,' says Paula Hall. 'They love each other, but gradually stop seeing each other as sexual beings. 'The trick is to stay an individual within the couple, to have interests outside the relationship, and to celebrate your differences instead of trying to turn into one unit.'

For couples who reignite a stagnant sex life, she says, there are often surprising side-effects.

'You may find you argue more, or your conversations become more heated. When you bring the passion back in one area, it tends to affect other areas too.'

If your relationship is close, safe but sexless, Hall says a good trick may be to stop avoiding conflict, and start disagreeing and letting your feelings out. Create a more passionate relationship generally, and see how it changes the sexual dynamic.

Whatever the specific cause for a man's low libido within a relationship, Michele Weiner Davis believes it can be brought back.

'Sex and touching are the ties that bind,' she says. 'It will always be more important to some couples than others, but I don't buy the idea of the sexless couple. Human touch is so important.'

And Paula Hall says: 'It's important to remember that many long-term couples go on having great, rewarding sex throughout their lives.

'A little waxing and waning is normal and to be expected - but don't let yourself get into a rut. One of the biggest myths about desire - for men and for women - is that it's something that just happens.'

That, Hall says, is completely wrong: 'Don't wait to be in the mood. We've found that for plenty of men and women, a "kick start" is all they need. Watch a sexy film together, or flirt by text. 'Many men will get in the mood once they get started, even if they weren't ten minutes ago.' From the research this week, perhaps it's advice that many women would do well to heed.


What more feminine way could there be to celebrate the season of goodwill than listing everything you find most irritating about the man in your life? This is how 2,000 women have been occupying themselves in the run-up to Christmas, answering a survey about their requirements for the perfect male.

Surprise, surprise: According to a new survey, Mr Perfect simply doesn't exist

Surprise, surprise: According to a new survey, Mr Perfect simply doesn't exist. I don’t suppose it will have surprised many readers, of either sex to learn that not a single one of those questioned by Remington has found him yet. Instead, the women have drawn up between them a charge sheet of the Top 20 unpardonable crimes that men aspiring to perfection must avoid.

There are few surprises here, either. Indeed, it’s an all-too familiar list of supposedly masculine shortcomings — many of which, I suspect, would have resonated as strongly with the average prehistoric cavewoman as they do with the girl-about-town of 2011. You know the sort of thing: leaving nail clippings about the house/cave; being grumpy; breaking wind in her presence; not washing up; being lazy; not getting on with her family or friends; driving like a boy racer; paying too little attention to the children; leaving dirty washing/mammoth skins on the floor; not helping with the cooking; having unkempt facial hair or a bushy beard; watching too much sport; criticising her driving; going to the loo with the door open . . .


All right, all right, it’s a fair cop. There can be very few men who could plead not guilty to every charge on the indictment. To be brutally honest, it is even possible that I may have committed one or two of these offences myself (although I’m not saying which).

Certainly, I’ve been accused in my time of some of the lesser offences mentioned in the survey, such as snoring like a McLaren F1 and pretending to listen when I’m not taking in a word of what’s said to me.

Vice: Snoring like a McLaren F1 is one fault I can acknowledge

Vice: Snoring like a McLaren F1 is one fault I can acknowledge. The only surprise there is that these alleged failings didn’t make it into the Remington women’s Top 20 unforgivable imperfections. Clearly, some women are more forgiving than, ahem, others.

But while I’m prepared to accept that the perfect male may be something of a rarity (as Pugh, the Mail cartoonist, pointed out yesterday, even our bushy-bearded Lord and Saviour would have failed the Remington women’s test), would it be very uncharitable to suggest that there are some characteristically feminine vices to which more than a few of the fairer sex may be prone?

Of course, I accept at once that unlike men, women are never grumpy or lazy, they never snore or break wind — and they always make heroic efforts to get on with their menfolks’ friends and family.

In the interests of domestic harmony this Christmas, I must also stress that in mentioning one or two of the imperfections of the human female, I am thinking of no particular woman. On the contrary, I write only in the most general terms.

With that disclaimer clearly understood, let me start with a feminine failing suggested by two of the complaints against men that appear in the survey’s Top 20. Indeed, the irony may have struck you, too (or perhaps not, if you happen to be a woman).

Enough to say that I would characterise the vice I have in mind as a certain difficulty in getting to grips with the concept of consistency.

The twin gripes that prompt this thought are: 1) men have an unforgivable tendency to criticise women’s driving; and 2) men have an unforgivable tendency to drive like boy racers.


So, you see, women have a perfect right to criticise men’s driving. But when a man has the audacity to criticise a woman’s driving, he places himself beyond redemption.

Oh, dear. Now that I’ve committed that last paragraph to cold print, I can see that it is, indeed, possible to maintain both those views simultaneously without violating the strict rules of logical consistency.

So to avoid a row that could go on until the crack of doom, let me concede the point at once, and move on swiftly to my second, and connected, complaint against women: you lot just won’t let an argument drop until you’ve secured total surrender — and sometimes not even then.

True, you may often tell your man, with a martyred look of mercy: ‘Let’s say no more about it.’ But how often do you actually mean it? I’m thinking of a fine fellow — let’s call him Tim Otley — who once, in the very early weeks of his marriage, happened to trip on the stairs up from the kitchen while he was carrying two plates heaped high with spaghetti bolognese. Look, I grant you that the effects of his fall were dramatic in the extreme: spaghetti draped everywhere, broken crockery all over the floor, acres of wall stained with mince and tomato.

But can you believe that even now, nearly 32 years on, this poor chap’s wife still tells him almost every time spaghetti is on the menu: ‘Now, be careful not to drop it!’

Then there’s that womanly weakness for embarrassing her man in public.

Let’s say, as a purely hypothetical example, that a journalist is on his way to work one morning, with his wife sitting next to him on the train, when he asks for her thoughts on a survey of masculine vices.

Who but a woman would answer, for everyone in the carriage to hear, ‘Oh, yes, I saw that story. I must say it’s absolutely disgusting when I find your toenail clippings all over the bedroom carpet’?


Other female vices? I could go on for ever: packing enough clothes for a month, on that weekend city break to Amsterdam; talking to her mother on the telephone for an hour and a half, and then answering ‘Nothing, really’ when you’re asked what the old girl has to say; tidying your man’s briefcase away, and then taking it as a personal affront when you’re asked where you’ve put it; despising your husband for chuckling at the cult TV cartoon South Park; referring to the dog as the ‘doggy’ . . . 

But enough! If I go on like this, I’ll fall foul of the Coalition’s politically correct new law against ‘emotional abuse’, under which husbands and wives may be dragged before the courts for anything from verbal abuse of their spouses to isolating them from their friends or denying them access to the telephone.

Sermon: When all is said and done, the institution of marriage is well worth sticking at

Sermon: When all is said and done, the institution of marriage is well worth sticking at

So let me end on a conciliatory note, in the true spirit of the season, and deliver a pious little sermon on the institution of marriage.

Yes, as I can vouch from more than three decades of experience, men are always likely to find a thousand little things to irritate them about their wives, just as women could fill volumes with their complaints about their husbands’ little ways. And to those who contemplate matrimony in the belief they will be able to cure all their other half’s vices and make them perfect, I would advise second thoughts. Indeed, I’ve long thought it one of the great tragedies of our age — and by far the biggest single cause of marital breakdown — that young people these days have ridiculously high expectations of an institution that has always been hard work.

But, my God, it’s worth sticking at it, and learning to live with each other’s imperfections. For life holds no happiness like it. Honest.

Growing up can be hard. From the braces and awkward growth spurts to fashion mishaps and the pressure of trying to keep up with your peers.

However, Utah graphic designer and photographer Merilee Allred is reclaiming those goofy years with a photo project to show that despite the embarrassing school photos, those awkward years can inspire people on to bigger and better things.

Her Awkward Years Project features adults who were bullied at school, but have gone on to amazing careers, traveled the world and, most importantly, learned to love themselves.

'Queen of the nerds': Merilee Allred started the Awkward Years Project to help get over her memories of being bullied

'Queen of the nerds': Merilee Allred started the Awkward Years Project to help get over her memories of being bullied

Strength: Autumn, who was bullied by her classmates and her teacher, says the picture reminds her to feel proud of what she has come through

Strength: Autumn, who was bullied by her classmates and her teacher, says the picture reminds her to feel proud of what she has come through

From charity worker and celebrity reporter Autumn, who was even ridiculed by her teacher over the leg braces she had to wear in school, to Martie, who used to be teased over her looks but found through true friends that she could enjoy life and be herself, the project chronicles how the path to a happy life does not come with designer clothes or fancy hairstyles.

Merilee's inspiration came from her own experiences, after a friend refused to believe she had ever suffered an awkward phase and asked for photographic proof. The self-described Queen of the Nerds said even though she had put the years of bullying behind her, she was reluctant to share her old school photo.

'You know that mentality of overweight people who have lost so much weight but they still see themselves as fat? That’s how I feel. I may look normal now, but I still see myself as an awkward nerd,' she said.

'I wanted to take a picture of myself then and now, as if I had to hold my 5th grade self’s hand before giving it to my friend.'

Difficult phase: Laura poses with a school picture showing off her big hair and braces

Difficult phase: Laura poses with a school picture showing off her big hair and braces

Growing pains: Chef Mark admits his awkward phase came after leaving high school

Growing pains: Chef Mark admits his awkward phase came after leaving high school

Embracing the past: Daisy has come to love the characteristics that marked her out as 'different' at school

Embracing the past: Daisy has come to love the characteristics that marked her out as 'different' at school

Her experiences made Merilee decide to start her Awkward Years Project, which currently features eight men and women who came through bullying.

Some were able to laugh off their experiences, such as Gina who posed with a contact sheet of three school photos, and claimed that no one had wanted to cut one out and frame it.

Others, such as Merliee's sister Martie, who was teased for her looks, not only grew out of her awkward years, but went on to become a model who travels the world doing photo shoots.

Chef and photographer Mark, who posed in a denim shirt, cap and suspenders was also ready to admit that his awkward years came after he had finished high school.

Many in the project, such as roller derby skater and journalist Daisy, described how they have come to embrace the very characteristics they had been teased about.

Daisy, who grew up in a farmhouse in the British countryside, said she was teased for being different when she went to school but added: 'As I got older I started to reclaim those "different" things as a source of great pride.'

On to better things: Stacey left behind her school years to travel to China, where she taught English

On to better things: Stacey left behind her school years to travel to China, where she taught English

Accepting: Gina was able to joke about her awkward photos, claiming no one wanted to put them in a frame

Accepting: Gina was able to joke about her awkward photos, claiming no one wanted to put them in a frame

Be yourself: Martie says her years of being teased taught her to value her real friends

Be yourself: Martie says her years of being teased taught her to value her real friends

For Autumn, the project was a cathartic experience. She suffered years of bullying - from fellow pupils and even her teacher - because of her health problems.

In her section on the online project she said: 'Looking at this picture brings up many emotions. A lot of sadness over the way I was treated and what I went through. But also pride, because I bore it all and the outcome isn’t so bad.'

Her experience is at the core of what Merilee wanted to achieve. In her own profile on the project, she said: 'If I can share that part of my past next to the person that I turned out to be, I can embrace my little nerdy self and be OK with it.'








(5 of 18) A worker packs a rose to be shipped to the US ahead of Valentine's Day at the Mongibello flower company in Chia, Colombia, Monday, on January 30, 2012. (AP Photo/Fernando Vergara) #


(6 of 18) Workers prepare bouquets of flowers at a flower farm of "The Elite flowers" company in Facatativa, Colombia, on February 1, 2012. (Guillermo Legaria/AFP/Getty Images) #


(7 of 18) Flowers are displayed during a venue at Veiling Rhein-Maas wholesale flower auction center five days before Valentine's Day on February 9, 2012 in Straelen, Germany. (Ralph Orlowski/Getty Images) #


(8 of 18) A worker prepares roses for export at Elite greenhouse in Facatativa, Colombia, on February 6, 2012. (Reuters/Jose Miguel Gomez) #


(9 of 18) An Ecuadorean police dog named Simon sniffs for drugs in flowers packed for export and ready to be loaded onto cargo planes at Quito's Mariscal Sucre International Airport, in Ecuador, on February 10, 2012. (Reuters/Guillermo Granja) #

Today is Valentine's Day, a day set aside for romance and expressions of love and affection. The traditional western holiday has grown to be observed in many countries around the globe, despite some efforts to fight its adoption by religious and cultural groups. As couples exchange traditional gifts of flowers and chocolate, they fuel a robust industry in the United States, where Valentine's Day spending this year is expected to reach nearly $16 billion. Gathered here are images of this Valentine's Day from all around the world.

Sontaya Tiemjun, left, and Praputson Mahavong, right, swing out on rappelling ropes during their wedding ceremony Sunday, Feb. 13, 2011 in Prachinburi province, Thailand. The mountainside ceremony has become a favorite of adventure seeking Thai couples looking to marry near or on Valentine's Day. (AP Photo/Wason Wanichakorn)



Rose petals fall as Thai brides and grooms look up from a cliff side while rappelling during wedding ceremonies Sunday, Feb. 13, 2011 in Prachinburi province, Thailand. The mountainside ceremony has become a favorite of adventure seeking Thai couples looking to marry near or on Valentine's Day. (AP Photo/Wason Wanichakorn) #


Performers gather during a senior citizens parade celebrating Saint Valentine's Day in Guatemala City, Friday, Feb. 11, 2011. (AP Photo/Rodrigo Abd) #


The personal profile page of an applicant hangs from bushes during a matchmaking event at People's Square in downtown Shanghai February 13, 2011. The page displays details such as her age, income, occupation and desired character traits in a prospective mate. The event is organized by dating companies and parents hoping to find partners for their children during the Chinese Lunar New Year holiday, a day before couples around the world celebrate Valentine's day on February 14. (REUTERS/Carlos Barria) #


Florist Susanne holds up roses for the Valentine's Day outside a flower shop in Germering near Munich, Germany on February 14, 2011. (REUTERS/Michaela Rehle) #


Chef Angelito Araneta Jr. prepares to mix a South Sea pearl and a one-carat African diamond to his Acqua Diamanti Necro Boteglia vodka edition in Manila February 10, 2011. The vodka, which contains 24-carat edible gold leaves, two South Sea pearls and a one-carat diamond, will be on sale on the upcoming Valentines Day for 489,000 pesos ($11,000) per bottle, according to Araneta.

A couple embraces among the tents on the third day of the Glastonbury Festival in Worthy Farm, Somerset, on June 24, 2011.(Reuters/Cathal McNaughton)


A man erects teepees at the Glastonbury Festival site at Worthy Farm, on June 14, 2011, in Glastonbury, England.(Matt Cardy/Getty Images) #


The sun sets over giant lettering at Glastonbury Music Festival, Glastonbury, England, on Thursday, June 23, 2011.(AP Photo/Joel Ryan) #


Festival goers arrive in the mud ahead of the Glastonbury Music Festival, on Wednesday, June 22, 2011. (AP Photo/Joel Ryan) #


Festival goers gather at Worthy Farm in Somerset, on June 23, 2011. (Reuters/Cathal McNaughton) #


A couple enjoys the atmosphere during the Glastonbury Festival at Worthy Farm, on June 23, 2011, in Glastonbury, England.(Ian Gavan/Getty Images) #


The sun sets over the Glastonbury Festival site at Worthy Farm, on June 23, 2011. (Matt Cardy/Getty Images) #


A woman makes her way across a muddy field in Union Jack Wellington boots on the third day of the Glastonbury Festival in Worthy Farm, Somerset, on June 24, 2011. (Reuters/Cathal McNaughton) #


Glastonbury Festival organizer Michael Eavis arrives to speak to the media at Worthy Farm, Pilton, on June 26, 2011.(Matt Cardy/Getty Images) #


Tom Wilder, 17, from Kent, dives in the mud at the Glastonbury Festival site, on June 23, 2011, in Glastonbury, England.(Matt Cardy/Getty Images) #


An inflatable dinosaur is flung into the air over the crowd while drum and bass act Pendulum plays The Pyramid Stage, on June 26, 2011.(Adrian Dennis/AFP/Getty Images) #


Singer Paul Simon performs on the Pyramid stage at Glastonbury Festival in Glastonbury, England, on Sunday June 26, 2011.(AP Photo/Mark Allan) #


Police officers wearing identical sunglasses pose for a photograph during the Glastonbury Festival, on June 26, 2011.(Adrian Dennis/AFP/Getty Images) #


Jessie J performs live on the other stage during the Glastonbury Festival, on June 25, 2011. (Ian Gavan/Getty Images) #


A woman is sprayed with cold water to cool down during the Glastonbury festival near Glastonbury, Somerset, on June 26, 2011.(Adrian Dennis/AFP/Getty Images) #


Festival goers gather at the stone circle during sunset on the second day of Glastonbury Festival in Somerset, on June 23, 2011.(Reuters/Cathal McNaughton) #


Festival goers dance as the sun goes down in the Shangri-La area during the Glastonbury Festival in Somerset, on June 23, 2011.(Reuters/Cathal McNaughton) #


Guitarist The Edge, of U2, performs live on the pyramid stage during the Glastonbury Festival at Worthy Farm, on June 24, 2011.(Ian Gavan/Getty Images) #


Bono, lead singer of Irish band U2, performs with The Edge and Larry Mullen on the third day of the Glastonbury Festival in Worthy Farm, on June 24, 2011. (Reuters/Cathal McNaughton) #


A festival goer wanders through the Teepee Field on the second in Somerset, on June 23, 2011. (Reuters/Cathal McNaughton) #


Festivals goers brave the mud at the Glastonbury Festival at Worthy Farm, on June 25, 2011. (Dave J Hogan/Getty Images) #


Reflections in an outdoor latrine at the site of the Glastonbury Festival, in Pilton, on June 14, 2011. (Matt Cardy/Getty Images) #


The tents of hundreds of festival attendees in a field on the second day of the Glastonbury Festival, in Somerset, on June 23, 2011.(Reuters/Cathal McNaughton) #


A man dressed as a seagull walks beside people while they rest on a bench in the Circus Field during the Glastonbury Festival, on June 25, 2011. (Adrian Dennis/AFP/Getty Images) #


A festival goer enjoys the sunshine at the Glastonbury Festival site on June 23, 2011. (Ian Gavan/Getty Images) #


Wu Tang Clan performs on the Pyramid Stage during the Glastonbury Festival, on June 24, 2011 in Glastonbury, England.(Ian Gavan/Getty Images) #


Festival goers dance in front of the Pyramid Stage on the third day of the Glastonbury Festival, on June 24, 2011.(Reuters/Cathal McNaughton) #


Jarvis Cocker of Pulp performs at the Glastonbury Festival, on June 25, 2011. (Dave J Hogan/Getty Images) #


A festival goer sleeps as Pulp performs on the Park Stage at the Glastonbury Festival site, on June 25, 2011.(Matt Cardy/Getty Images) #


BB King performs at the Glastonbury Festival, on June 24, 2011. (Fergus McDonald/Getty Images) #


Festival goers wait for the music to begin in front of the Pyramid Stage on the third day of the Glastonbury Festival, on June 24, 2011.(Reuters/Cathal McNaughton) #


Thom Yorke of Radiohead performs on the Park Stage at the Glastonbury Music Festival, on Friday, June 24, 2011.(AP Photo/Joel Ryan) #


Festival goers dance to Jarvis Cocker and his band Pulp as the sun sets during the third day of the Glastonbury Festival, on June 25, 2011.(Adrian Dennis/AFP/Getty Images) #


Morrissey performs live on the Pyramid Stage at Worthy Farm, Pilton, on June 24, 2011. (Ian Gavan/Getty Images) #


Singer Beyoncé performs on the Pyramid Stage as the headline act during the last day of the Glastonbury Festival, on June 26, 2011.(Adrian Dennis/AFP/Getty Images) #


Fans watch Coldplay perform at the Glastonbury Festival, on June 25, 2011. (Dave Hogan/Getty Images) #


Lasers fill the sky above the audience as Coldplay performs on the main Pyramid Stage at the Glastonbury Festival, on June 25, 2011.(Matt Cardy/Getty Images) #


The crowd watches Coldplay perform on the Pyramid Stage during the Glastonbury Festival, on June 25, 2011 in Glastonbury, England.(Ian Gavan/Getty Images) #


Surrounded by confetti, Chris Martin of Coldplay performs live on the Pyramid Stage during the Glastonbury Festival, on June 25, 2011.(Ian Gavan/Getty Images) #


Festival goers dance in the late night Shangri-La after-hours area at the Glastonbury Festival site on June 27, 2011.(Matt Cardy/Getty Images) #


Festival goers sleep as they wait to watch the sunrise from the Stone Circle area at the Glastonbury Festival site, on June 27, 2011.(Matt Cardy/Getty Images) #


Festival goers walk through rubbish left in the main arena in front of the Pyramid Stage as they begin to leave the Glastonbury Festival site, on June 27, 2011. (Matt Cardy/Getty Images) #


Festival goers' discarded wellies piled in the mud at the Glastonbury Festival site at Worthy Farm, on June 25, 2011.(Matt Cardy/Getty Images) #


Volunteer workers begin to sort the first of thousands of tons of rubbish for recycling at the Glastonbury Festival recycling center at Worthy Farm, Pilton, on June 24, 2011. (Matt Cardy/Getty Images)


Christos Vassiliou, 79, retired sausage maker, poses for a picture in a shopping center in central Athens, on March 28, 2012. When asked how he had been affected by the economic crisis, Vassiliou replied, "my pension has been cut by 250 euros ($334) a month. If it continues like this I will be thrown out of my house because I can't afford my rent." (Reuters/Cathal McNaughton) #


A stray dog barks at riot police during a high school students' anti-austerity protest in Athens, on February 17, 2012.(AP Photo/Thanassis Stavrakis) #


A man drinks coffee in front of a mural near the coastal town of Kalamatta in the Messinia area of Greece, on March 23, 2012.(Reuters/Cathal McNaughton) #


George Kanlopoulos, 55, a guide, mechanic and hotelier, poses for a picture in his garage at the town of Sparta, in the Peloponnese area of Greece, on March 20, 2012. When asked how he had been affected by the economic crisis, Kanlopoulos replied, "I haven't been affected as much as others because I am a mountain guide as well as a mechanic and hotel owner. This means I have more options."(Reuters/Cathal McNaughton) #


A disused basketball court in a field on the Greek - Turkish border outside Orestiada, northern Greece, on April 09, 2012.(Aris Messinis/AFP/Getty Images) #


Voula Stamatakos, 72, a housewife, poses for a picture in her home in the village of Krokeae, Greece, on March 18, 2012. When asked how she had been affected by the economic crisis, Stamatakos replied, "My pension has been cut but I try to stay positive."(Reuters/Cathal McNaughton) #


Dimitris Stamatakos, 36, is pictured with his wife Voula, 32, and son Elias, 1, in the living room of their home in the village of Krokeae, on March 18, 2012. Before the crisis Stamatakos was able to make a living by selling olives that he farmed on the land he owns, now he is forced to work for neighboring farms and do odd jobs to earn his living. The crisis is also putting a strain on his marriage to his wife Voula, 32. He says, "I fight with my wife a lot about money. She thinks I should be doing more. What more can I do? I'm just getting by."(Reuters/Cathal McNaughton) #


A blind protester shouts against anti-austerity measures during a protest near the Prime Ministers office in Athens, on February 21, 2012.(AP Photo/Dimitri Messinis) #


Asimina, a 70-year-old pensioner, gathers laundry on the terrace of her home with the ancient Acropolis seen in the background in Athens, on March 2, 2012. Asimina, who identified herself only by her first name, said she lives with her husband on a combined monthly income of 600 euros ($793) from a state pension, and says a series of emergency taxes imposed by the crisis-hit country's government have made daily life difficult. (AP Photo/Petros Giannakouris) #


A man takes the stairs of the empty Athens metro station during a 4-hour strike on March 28, 2012 in protest of the austerity measures aiming at streamlining public transportation. (Louisa Gouliamaki/AFP/Getty Images) #


(1 of 4) George Kapetanios (right) poses for a photograph with his wife Katarina Germanou (center) and their daughter Paraskevi Kapetanios in Potters Bar, on the outskirts of London, England, on March 5, 2012. Put out of business in Greece by a shrinking economy that has been crushed by the eurozone crisis, unable to find work at home and desperate to stay afloat financially, Kapetanios, his wife and daughter moved to London months ago so the parents could find work. Now they are hoping for a brief taste of their former family life when stepson Thanos Kehagias, who remained in Greece to finish his university studies, comes for a visit. (Reuters/Paul Hackett) #


(2 of 4) George Kapetanios in the kitchen of Ta Dilina Greek restaurant in north London where he works as a chef, on February 29, 2012.(Reuters/Paul Hackett) #


(3 of 4) Paraskevi Kapetanios poses for a photograph at a coffee shop in Potters Bar, on the outskirts of London, on March 5, 2012. Unable to find work at home in Greece, Paraskevi's parents moved to London months ago so they could find work.(Reuters/Paul Hackett) #


(4 of 4) 23-year-old Thanos Kehagias holds his mother's dog Vagos as he poses for a picture outside his student flat close to the university where he is studying mechanical engineering in the Greek city of Patra, on March 26, 2012. Thanos Kehagias said he has made peace with his parents' decision to take his sister and leave him behind while they made a new start in London. He said he lives on just over 6 euros ($7.87) per day and can only afford one daily meal at the cheap university restaurant.


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